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Trust me. I’m a writer

There is one thing you should know about writers. No matter what you say to them, no matter how mundane the conversation may be, you are already being cast in scene of some kind. A quick interaction on the bus, or a simple passing gesture can escalate to a full scene with themes, and possibly contributing characters. You have a back story now. It may be nothing like your real life story, but it’s real now, at least to someone.

We all have imagination. More often that not it’s the simplest things that can stir it. People watching is a great activity for writers. Take a quick glance (we’re not creepy stalkers) to the person next to you at the cafe. If they were a character in your story, what would their name’s be? What would be their motivations?

It opens up the world around you and not only does it help get those creative juices flowing, it also opens up the world around you and reminds you, you are not alone. This world is made up of millions of different people with different stories, different thoughts and different songs on their lips. That’s a good thing to be reminded of when we live in an age where communication has never been easier, yet so is the option to completely cut ourselves off.

That being said, as a writer, it also means you can cast someone who displeases you in any scene of your choosing. Having someone mauled by a pack of wild dogs because they came off a little rude may be too much for some, but who am I to hinder the creativity of others.


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Writer’s Block

If you’re a writer yourself you will know the physical pain and agony that is writer’s block. If you’re not a writer you may think I’m being a little overly dramatic here. As dramatic as it may sound, the pain of writer’s block is very real.

Even if you’re not a writer, think of a time when you felt your mind just go completley blank. You’ve forgotten a dentist appointment. You’ve let the cat out for the second time today and you don’t even have a cat. You get the idea. It is a complete, all consuming state of despair when you believe you will never function properly again. Okay, that may be a little overly dramatic.

it’s always good to keep those creative juices flowing. Even if you’re not an artistic sort yourself. After all, creative thinking can make the world such a beautiful place. Maybe it’s thinking of all the amazing things your child could become. Maybe it’s planning a romantic trip with your significant other. Creative thinking reminds us we are alive. When that creative thinking is your very life, it can be stressful when it’s blocked.

My suggestions:

Take a walk. It’s an oldie but a definite goodie for so many reasons.

Clean the house. Chores area great way to focus your mind without having too much pressure. Bonus for having a sparkling home afterwards.

Read. I’ve always been a big reader and nothing stirs the creativity more than a good novel. If you don’t like what your’re reading, pick up something else. Take in a move or a series if you prefer. Indulge in storytelling.

Listen to someone else. Older relatives are by far the best for this. They have so many stories to tell and not enough people to hear them.

Take some time to think creating and imagination. What creative thinking have you done so far today. You may be surprised with just how imaginative you are.


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March of Our Times (extract)

BEEP. BEEP. BEEP. 

The irritating noise of the phone breaking through his sleep had been so frustrating, Jude reached up, collected it off the bedside table and launched it across the room. He hadn’t opened his eyes. He could hear a crack as the device hit the wall. At least the beeping noise stopped. 

When he did open his eyes, it was with a struggle. He took a moment to register where he was and gather his wits. He was in his own bed. He was alone. He couldn’t remember getting back. He tried to piece together what happened. His wife was gone. Helen was off to visit her sister, Hannah. She had just had a baby. Three summers ago Helen had caught them in bed together. It was best Jude just stayed at home. No point having unnecessary drama when the woman had just given birth.  

He had managed to work things out with Helen. They had been married for five years and despite the infidelity she would never leave him. Jude Baxter was a celebrated actor. He had been in front of cameras ever since he was a little boy and these days he was most known as Dr Shardlake on Coldford City’s most popular soap opera, MARCH OF OUR TIMES. She liked the lifestyle too much and your husband having it away with your sister whilst you’re at the hospital with your mother, was a price Helen was willing to pay for it.  

It left Jude on his own. He never did too well on his own, especially in the sprawling Cardyne Hills mansion he lived in. It was so vacant when there wasn’t a party going on.  

He must have gone out. Jude could vaguely remember heading into City Main for a beer. He would be damned if he could remember the name of the bar he started in. He must have drank a lot from there.  

He had kicked off his loafers. They were covered in mud. They were ruined and he had walked muddy footprints into the bedroom with them. He couldn’t remember even walking in mud. Hopefully someone would be able to clean the mess before Helen got back. He’d have a look online for another pair. They were from last season anyway. The more immediate issue was dealing with the headache. It was starting to get worse now that he had woken up. Oh shit! The phone! 

He remembered the cracking sound when he had launched it across the room. He picked it up. It was functioning. The screen was cracked. Through the damage he could see:  

25 MISSED CALLS 

EDNA CALL: ENDED – 25 MINUTES  

MSG: CALL ME AS SOON AS YOU GET THIS – EDNA 

UNKNOWN NUMBER CALL: ENDED – 15 MINUTES 

1 VOICEMAIL – 4 MINUTES 32 SECONDS 

The battery was running low. He wondered what he had been saying to his agent on the phone for almost thirty minutes. He opted to check the voicemail, incase Helen had been calling with flight times. He called the inbox. As the generic voice guided him through the headache became really, fucking painful.  

THUMP. THUMP. THUMP. 

1:53am  

“Mr Baxter? It’s Dr Winslow speaking. I assume you have returned home. The arrangements have been made. I must speak to you urgently about your next steps and small matter of payment. I’ll be at the clinic until four pm.” 

END OF MESSAGE. 

Dr Winslow? Why the Hell had he been calling a doctor at that time of night for? What kind of doctor even was he? 

BEEP. BEEP. BEEP.  

The battery completely gave up. He left the loafer and muddy stains behind and drew himself to the kitchens, barely able to keep himself steady. That was no easy task. He found clothes by the door he must have pulled off, leaving him in the underwear he had slept in. A stool from the breakfast bar had been toppled over. A glass of whisky had smashed on the floor. He might have thought he had been robbed. The door had been left unlocked, and the security was off. His car wasn’t in the driveway either.  

His hands went to his ribs which ached. They were bruised. He was only just wakened enough to notice. Suddenly the memories of the previous night started to sharpen.  

He had been in an accident. He had been driving drunk. He was in an accident. Shit! He had hit someone. What happened to them. 

“It’s Dr Winslow. Please call me at your earliest convenience.” 


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Frequently Asked Questions

When I meet new people and I tell them I’m an author I always seem to get asked the same questions.

Whilst there are millions of books out there, being one of the ones who writes them still seems a rare find for a lot of people out there in the wild. Unless you happen to be at an event specifically for writers, it seems authors rarely venture out of their natural habitat of a comfy spot with a notebook and a coffee.

Here are some of the common questions that are posed to me:

HAVE YOU BEEN PUBLISHED?

Yes, my first book was released in 2013. That seems like a lifetime ago.

I do like the idea that people are making that distinction. It’s not a published book that makes you a writer. It’s writing that book that does.

YOU SHOULD WRITE A STORY ABOUT (SUCH AND SUCH)

Part of the fun of being a writer (at least for me) is twisting real life and make it grittier and filthier than it generally is. Be sure you really want your experiences to be a part of that before pitching story ideas.

WHAT’S YOUR STORY ABOUT?

Every other author I know freezes up like a deer with a big old truck smashing towards it. Thousands of words come together to make a novel, sometimes hundreds of thousands, yet it is virtually impossible to sum up the story in just a few. It’s like asking for you to fit your entire life experience so far into a few cohesive sentences.

WHAT GIVES YOU THE IDEAS FOR YOUR BOOKS?

Everything really. From observing an argument on the bus, up to the way the postman was walking down the street.

WOULD I LIKE YOUR BOOKS?

That all depends on what you are into as a reader. It’s no use telling someone who adores romance set during world war one to read a crime procedural book set in a post apocolyptic planet in the far reaches of the galaxy. That’s not to say they wouldn’t enjoy the change of pace, it’s just people’s tastes are different.

If you do spot an author in the wild and they look a little confused and grumpy, just urge them to the nearest coffee house where they can be collected by a loved one. Then feel free to ask them about their work!


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5 things you (probably) didn’t know about the Penn family

They are known in Coldford City as the royals of Main. The immediate family consist of REGINALD and RITA, with their identical triplet sons MARCUS, SIMON and REGGIE (Reginald Junior). The are prominent figures in the city and have featured often in the series of Shady City Thrillers. However, here are a few facts you might not know about them.

Reginald Penn with his triplet sons.

1 – THEY HOLD ACTUAL ROYAL TITLES

Originally from the country of Luen, the Penn lands are huge, expansive and have held a lot of power for centuries. They were one of the greatest marquessates in the country, with Marquis Philippe de Penn being given much of the credit for its founding during the Ballad of Blood age (centuries before the events of KNOCK KNOCK).

Their official house sigil is a white tower on a sea of royal blue. Although often, the marchand (merchant) pin is worn by the head of the house symbolising their auctioneering background.

After the second great war, Main was declared a legitimate kingdom making Reginald and Rita the reigning King and Queen of Penn and Main.

2 – THEY HAVE A LONG STANDING ROYAL RIVALRY IN KINGSGATE

The land of Main was originally granted by the The Chamberlain Crown who rule the Coldford Isles. At the time, Philippe de Penn and King James the first had a strong alliance and Philippe helped James maintain his throne. As thanks for that Philippe was granted the hand, or LE MAIN as it was called in the marquis’ mother tongue.

After the wars the alliance between House Penn and House Main shattered. The became enemies and ever since, the Chamberlain Crown has been trying to oust the Penns from the Coldford Isles sometimes resorting to real filthy tactics.

3 – THE PENNS ARE EFFICIENT IN TORTURE METHODS

From the rack to the pendulum, members of House Penn have always been known for their creative approach to torturing their enemies. They are a noble house in that they will stand by their people. They can also be ridiculously cruel to those deemed deserving. No thought is spared for an assaulter. No tear is shed for those who would harm innocents. No apologies are made for the pain inflicted upon molesters.

4 – ENGLISH IS NOT THEIR NATIVE LANGUAGE

Whilst the immediate family and their extended relatives speak English of the Coldford Isles fluently, their native language is the French of Luen.

5 – THE PENN AUCTION HOUSE IN MAIN ISN’T THEIR LARGEST

At the heart of it, the family are an auctioneering dynasty. The Penn Auction House in Main has equally been a symbol of hope and of fear for generations. What you may not know is their largest and most prestigious auction house sits in the Penn lands in Luen.


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I can’t live without you!

The air we breathe. The food we eat. The water we drink.

All of these are most defintely things you can’t live without.

Family, loved ones and friends.

These are things that life wouldn’t be the same without.

Hobbies, art, wonderment.

These are things that life would have little quality without.

Then there’s everything else.

When someone says to me, they couldn’t live without their phone, or a cosmetic item or any of those things I consider the set dressing of life, it makes me wonder why.

Why have we become such a world where those trinkets are the things we place our very existence on? Wouldn’t it be nice just to strip things back a little again and bask in the simpler things. Instead of the dinging of social media notifications we can enjoy the singing of the birds again. Instead spending thousands on products so we like what we see when we look in the mirror we can look back up at the sky again.

Let’s face it, we don’t need expensive toys to live. We don’t need the fanciest clothes or the biggest house. A luxury car may take you places but you’ll never be transported quite the way you are when you learn something new.

I say all these things knowing very well I am someone who rarely has their phone out of their hand. I like the best consoles and I like buying new things as much as the next person. As a new month dawns in 2026 I just thought it would be nice to live a little differently for a while.


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Fever Dream

It was a cold night. The winter winds were howling and Gil Messin was in a hurry. He had parked his white van in the Rumilaw of Main close to Cabe the butchers. He checked the time. The middleman was supposed to be waiting for him. He had been told not to hang around if he didn’t turn up. He was just about to climb back in the van and leave when he saw a tall, lean man approach. He wore a purple ribbon around his hat. That was the middleman. Messin was relieved.  

“You here to confirm?” he asked.  

“I am.”  

Dennis Platt had been acting as middleman for the Nan Harvester Foundation for years. The titular founder of the charity herself had appointed him. He was discrete. He had a lot of connections at the docks at Swantin. He even had his own vessel called the ‘Lily Ann’ upon which certain packages could be swept away.  

“I have some strawberry ice cream,” the foundation worker told him.  

“Seems to be the most popular,” was Dennis’ reply.  

“Can you just confirm that and I’ll be on my way.”  

Transporting goods was always a bit of a process. When he first started with the foundation Gil had been told he would be taking donated goods to factories in Hollyburn to be packed, distributed and donations given for them. It was difficult to pin point when his job became so risky but the pay was incredible. A wind howled around his face causing him to shudder as he watched Dennis take out his phone and arrange the final destination of the highly coveted strawberry ice cream.  

As they waited a boy of around thirteen approached. He had dark hair, a fresh face and was wearing a sports jacket that was too light for the weather.   

“Excuse me,” he said politely. “Do you have a cigarette?”  

Dennis looked up from his phone. “No I don’t. Move along kid,” he warned.  

Messin had been thinking of the pay that was waiting for him. It was going to be sweet. Looking at the boy, alone, a little scruffy in appearance, that payday could become even more lucrative. Mint choc chip tended to be a little more difficult to come by.  

“What age are you kid?” Messin asked. “Are you even old enough to smoke?”  

The boy looked between them both.  

“Does it matter?” he asked.  

“What’s your name?”  

“Benny.”  

“Are you alone?”  

Dennis remained silent during this exchange but he could see where Messin was heading. He hadn’t been signed on for picking up new products. Messin was keen though. Those big paydays were plenty to appease the conscience and stir the greed for more.  

Benny wasn’t a member of the Loyal at this time. As a young teen he had found himself on the streets, escaping an abusive home. He wasn’t alone though. Whilst he distracted the foundation worker and the middleman, his elder brother Jamie had slipped into the front of the van. Jamie could hear Benny’s voice outside keeping them focused on him as he pulled out the car radio, stuffed what little cash had been left in the dash in his pocket, and collected a packet of cigarettes that had been stuffed down the side of the door.  

He stole a quick glance out of the window. Benny was facing him. The van driver had stepped a bit closer to him. Benny had stepped back. He looked a little threatened in his body language. Jamie’s brow furrowed. Benny smiled confidently. That was when he heard a moaning from the cargo of the van. He had to duck down as Messin looked back over his shoulder.  

“It’s nice of you to look out for my health, like,” Benny teased, turning the focus back on him.  

Jamie stole a quick look into the cargo and he could see two little girls. They were leaning against each other. Both were heavily drugged. They were still dressed in pyjamas. Strawberry ice cream – code for the sale of a little girls less than sixteen years old.  

“You need a ride somewhere?” Benny was being asked.  

It had been Messin who had been doing the talking. However, Dennis’ silence throughout was what left Benny ill at ease.  

Mint choc chip – code for an underage boy on the foundation’s depraved menu. Dennis knew Messin was considering picking up a little extra as the opportunity arose but he had been in the business long enough to know that was far too risky. For Messin the greed prevailed. 

“Do you live around here?” Messin asked Benny. “I can give you a ride home.”  

Benny lost sight of his brother. They all heard the driver door of the van slam closed. Turning to the noise Messin wasn’t given much time to react when Jamie came charging round the van with a knife in hand and plunged it in his chest. Jamie’s attack had taken Benny unawares too. They only had the knives to use if necessary. Benny pulled his own one from his pocket. Jamie plunged the knife into Messin’s chest again. He was screaming with rage. Messin gargled the blood from his punctured lung. Jamie stabbed into his neck. Benny called to him but he wasn’t hearing him. He stabbed again, over and over.  

Dennis tried to dash. He pushed Benny aside, Benny lashed and cut his arm. He ran off. Benny was going to chase after him but his immediate concern was his brother. He managed to pull Jamie from the body of Messin. Jamie dropped his knife. He was breathing heavily.  

When he managed to calm himself he took Messin’s keys and opened up the back of the van. The two girls had stirred through their drugged daze and looked up with widened eyes. One of them was now shivering really badly.  

“What have they given them?” Benny asked.  

“Rohipnol probably,” Jamie replied. “Those fucking nasty cunts.”  

“Where do you suppose they were taking them?”  

“Chamberlain Docks,” Jamie surmised. “They’d get on a boat there and never be seen again.” They took off their jackets and wrapped them around the girls. Benny hugged the one shivering close to him to help warm her up.  

“We’re going to need to go to CPD,” said Benny.  

“The police? You must be kidding,” was Jamie’s reply. “You don’t know who you can trust there. For all we know it might have been someone in the department that bought them. Besides, I’ve left a body out there. We’ll stay here to make sure someone gets these girls to safety but as soon as they get here we’re going to need to scatter.”  

The disturbance quickly reached the ears of Loyalists nearby. When Benny spotted the black and belt approach he and Jamie scattered. The girls had been told to ask to be taken to Rita Penn. She would know the ones to be trusted within CPD. They agreed they wouldn’t mention the boys that had helped them. The drugs and the trauma of the situation meant they didn’t have much recollection of what happened to Messin either when questioned.  

It was quite a memorable night and even after he joined the Loyal, Benny never really discussed it. The girls’ safety was the important thing. He did remember Dennis though. He remembered him clearly. He was the reason those girls had been snatched, still in their pyjamas, shivering.  


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Dalway Lane Gallery

Location: City Main

Features in: MUSE ; HARBOUR HOUSE ; KNOCK KNOCK

The city’s most well known art gallery holds the finest art from all around the known world. Owned by partners Harper Lane and Gabrielle Dalway it is well respected. It is considered an excellent achievement for any artist to be exhibited there. With it’s close connection to the PENN AUCTION HOUSE, the prestige of the gallery cannot be argued with.

The gallery holds paintings from one of Coldford’s local artists, DAVID FINN. Despite his troubles, his time in rehab and his clash with Harper Lane, his work is still considered fiere, challenging and an absolute must for collectors.

Dalway Lane gallery deals in fine arts. Behind the beautiful sculptures and astonishing paintings lies a painful story that needs to be told. Isn’t that what the best art does, though?


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Conspiracy to theorise

There are a lot of conspiracy theories out there. Some of them are completely outlandish. Some of them at least sound like they hold an element of truth. What interests me most about it is getting a glimpse into what shapes people’s beliefs.

The first outlandish one that comes to mind is ‘flat earth’. I trained as a scientist so whilst I like to believe in the fantastical, I do have to some logic in the world around me. Logic directs me to the scientific evidence that the world is not flat.

A more recent one that was and probably still is widespread (no pun intended) is theories surrounding COVID19. A global pandemic is an experience I never thought I would have in my lifetime but in 2020 the entire world shut down. In this instance theories started to arise because people were frightened. Many were dying. We were being told to stay in our homes. Shop shelves were empty. It was a horrendous experience and terribly frightening. That collective concern culminated in the belief that we weren’t being told everything. People were frightened and they were looking to try to garner some kind of understanding and through this theories starting forming. Some were ridiculous (it was a hoax set up to gain control and instill a new world order.) Some were frighteningly real sounding (it was a bioengineered weapon).

In this era of modern technology there are unprecedented opportunties to share these theories. The realism AI can provide means that misinformation floods everywhere. When I was gathering my thoughts for this blog I was hesitant to research conspiracy theories online. Who knows were my algorithm would take me. It’s already wild enough researching for thriller books.

There are so many conspiracy theories, I’d be here all day going through them all. I wanted to open the discussion on them though.

Do you have any theories that are considered conspiracies that you truly believe in? If so, what shaped that belief? No arguments necessary. No debates just looking to understand.


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Character Profile: Eugene Morris aka The Tailor

Age: Unknown

Occupation: Funeral Director.

Features in: HARBOUR HOUSE ; THE BOSS

One might assume that the work of a funeral director in Coldford would never be done. The streets of the Shady City are perilous after all with violence, corruption and oneupmanship waiting around every corner. Eugene Morris doesn’t let that distract him though. His job isn’t a pleasant one but it must fall to the hands of someone. He finds himself in homes from the Shanties strips to the mansion houses of Filton. Death is equal in its pursuit.

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Eugene Morris aka The Tailor pays close attention.

He treats his clients with the utmost respect, courtesy and dignity. In return he expects nothing less for himself. No matter the name, BECKINGRIDGE, OWEN, DOYLE or FULLERTON, they all lie the same way on the Tailor’s table. Eugene pays no mind to disputes and squabbles rising around him. It is simply his job to clean up the mess and kiss the foreheads of those who would otherwise be forgotten about. No one would want him choosing sides anyway. When death favours, things get really messy.

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Not an easy job but someone has to do it.

He earned the title of The Tailor because of the attention to detail he places on his client’s final suit. Exceptionally talented at capturing the life of the deceased in how they are laid to rest, his skills as an actual tailor come in quite handy. He is whimsical in appearance, timeless and elegant. Eugene is a personable enough man, pleasant and kind but like the death which he serves no one really wants him to be knocking on their door.

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Harbour House rehabilitation clinic brings together regrets, losses and life long bonds. If the program doesn’t work then there is always space on the Tailor’s table.

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